Saturday, May 15, 2004 ; sometimes, you don't realize how much you care for someone, until they stop caring for you.
FRIDAY
i keep hearing cyndi's ai ni.
i did smth evil today and im sorry.
i just had to do it okayyyyyy.
pei-ed xiaoyan back st nicks to visit np.
yeapps so i sat ard and daydreamed.
went macs for dinner with some sec 3s.
okayy they were all talking.
and i didnt rli talk much laa okay.
yes.
i just keep my damn mouth SHUT.
i dont rem much about np life.
tho i loved it, it wasnt good.
blocked out memories i realised.
and i have no one to visit whn i go back.
i was PNCO of my sqd ; passed out le.
i was storekeeper, libarian & first-aider.
so i visit the np room and first-aid kit ?
crapps. x)
i realised i love answering in one word.
guess someone influenced me huh ?
i know it is damn, damn irritating.
hate it whn my fwens does it.
piss the hell outta me but ..
these few days i just wna be alone.
i mean whn sch starts im gna be surrounded by pple.
wanted sch to start faster last time.
now, dnt rli want sch to start tho.
cus i'll meet pple i wna avoid.
but i want sch to start cus im bored.
sighs ; life's ironic. x)
vien's going back !
gonna miss that gal. x)
one less person to go out with. ):
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